Working Girl
So, today I have training for my new job!
...and the novelty is already wearing off... maby it's because I've been excited for so long that I can't be excited anymore. I mean... I kept this up for a week!
Anyways, the AP test was today ( Advanced Placement English Language and Composition - if I pass the test, I get collage credit... mabey... or it might just look good... if I go to collage...) and it was kind of a letdown. The entire class is basicly preperation for this test. We get there and do it and it's... easy.
Hello uber sarcasm face.
It made for some good reading, though, I'm afraid to talk about it because somone could like... find out and my grade could be invalidated. (?) So yeah. dun worry. it's cool. And now, I'm all... "I don't have anything to worry about anymore!" Except that... I do. I have a bunch of other classes to worry about. ...damn. It never ends, huh?
But, what's going to be great about this summer is that I'm not going to fall into my old summer slump. All signs point there anyways.
... Hey. They don't know what the hell you're talking about. ...oh. right...
Every summer I end up falling into a depression of one depth or another.I'm not one to go around to all my friends and whine, "oh I'm so sad!! Look at my cuts! they hurt so good. they're my only friends." I keep it to myself. "Mine is a lonley sadness", as I seem to remember someone saying... sometime... or another. But anyways, it usually has something to do with me feeling this... looming, nightmarish fear that I'm going to remain stationary. No friends, no partner, no job, nothing. just me and my couch and my stewing.
But this year, thanks to my best friend and My Lover, I have both a job and a partner in crime and passion. And we'll all be working in the same area of town! So, we'll be able to go out to lunch whenever we want. So I'll get to see my friends and well... the whole package - everything that I usually don't.
Yet I'm still worried... which is probably half the problem.
Hey guys, see it...ok? please. Thanks. Love you guys.
Laters.
...and the novelty is already wearing off... maby it's because I've been excited for so long that I can't be excited anymore. I mean... I kept this up for a week!
Anyways, the AP test was today ( Advanced Placement English Language and Composition - if I pass the test, I get collage credit... mabey... or it might just look good... if I go to collage...) and it was kind of a letdown. The entire class is basicly preperation for this test. We get there and do it and it's... easy.
Hello uber sarcasm face.
It made for some good reading, though, I'm afraid to talk about it because somone could like... find out and my grade could be invalidated. (?) So yeah. dun worry. it's cool. And now, I'm all... "I don't have anything to worry about anymore!" Except that... I do. I have a bunch of other classes to worry about. ...damn. It never ends, huh?
But, what's going to be great about this summer is that I'm not going to fall into my old summer slump. All signs point there anyways.
... Hey. They don't know what the hell you're talking about. ...oh. right...
Every summer I end up falling into a depression of one depth or another.I'm not one to go around to all my friends and whine, "oh I'm so sad!! Look at my cuts! they hurt so good. they're my only friends." I keep it to myself. "Mine is a lonley sadness", as I seem to remember someone saying... sometime... or another. But anyways, it usually has something to do with me feeling this... looming, nightmarish fear that I'm going to remain stationary. No friends, no partner, no job, nothing. just me and my couch and my stewing.
But this year, thanks to my best friend and My Lover, I have both a job and a partner in crime and passion. And we'll all be working in the same area of town! So, we'll be able to go out to lunch whenever we want. So I'll get to see my friends and well... the whole package - everything that I usually don't.
Yet I'm still worried... which is probably half the problem.
Hey guys, see it...ok? please. Thanks. Love you guys.
Laters.
posted by Vocidy @ 4:28 PM
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