Signs

Yesterday when you were acting so strange, I knew. You held onto my arm like you were afraid to let go. Like you knew that if you did, you would never do it again. I did the same thing that week when I almost ended it. You talked me out of it. After that things got so much better, lasted so long. what happened to your faith in us. when did we switch roles? is that the problem? if I had said the right thing sometime yesterday, would this all have ended differently? would it not have ended?

Does it have something to do with that church thing you went to? Something to do with your faith verses mine? Is it some kind of problem? Because it's not as if we can't talk about it and come to some kind of comprimise about it. I don't mean that either of us should change... we shouldn't. But we could work it out. Every relationship has it's problems. You taught me that. Why didn't i hear that anything was wrong before all this happend? Why didn't I get a chance to have my say? Why couldn't i stand up for us? You always had your say. I want the chance to try and save us. I think we're worth saving. Did you know Nathan cried when I told him? The only other time he's aver cried in my preasance was when he came out to me four years ago. Doesn't that say something? Why aren't we worth saving?